I think I'm not blogging as often as I used to. Can't help it lah..when i reach home each day the sky is already dark..then after eating, bathing, watching tv and doing my tutorials it's time for bed!

Alright..Shuqi transferred out of my class on Wed. Said something like she wanted to change combi cos she didn't take O'level Bio. Hahaz but it was rather obvious another main reason was she didn't like our class =) Well..I decided to give myself another month to try things out. Maybe the class isn't that bad after all..maybe we'll get better? hHm I shall leave it to God's hands..because i know He answers prayers!

The year ones had the og barbecue yesterday evening. Met the Centrio people at Parkway to get chicken wings and barbecue sauce. We had to buy presents for out ogls too..but all of us couldn't make up our minds what to get for them. Came up with funny stuff like bugs bunny (the bunny looked so faked like those from Thailand), sunflowers, earrings, famous amos cookies, taufik's album......but we finally settled with blue-coloured forever friends bears. Haha it wasn't my idea k..but we thought it would be nice to get them something blue since corsair's (my og) theme colour is blue. I paid for the 3 bears cos I was the only one with a 50 dollar note. But I've only collected $20 plus so far..where's the other $20? Chase the rest for money back in school..but I wouldn't be meeting most of them cos we're in diff combis..which means my money flew away......haiyah it always ends up like that.

Oh yes I met Cheryl at Parkway! Saw a girl in pl uniform from the back..and tada! It was muthu sally =) And she told me she passes by vj every day! Anyway I wonder how are things going on in tj. Didn't hear much from the pl lites who went there. And 4 out of 7 muthu clan people went there lah! But maybe I'll transfer to tj if I really can't adapt to victoria after 2 months.

Bbq yesterday was bad initially. Weiting couldn't make it so I felt lonely. Hahaz but Samantha came along after a while..and I felt better talking to a pl lite! The feeling is just different when you're talking to a girl from 2b..cos you feel as if you've known them for decades..and you can talk about anything under the sun. They understand your emotions (cos they're also going through the same thing) and lend you their shoulders. I really miss the friendship ties..because the friends I made in pl are those whom I call true friends. Hahaz to cut the long story short, I'm still having mixed feelings towards vjc.

Wanna hear a sad thing? Almost all of the pl lites in vj aren't enjoying themselves. Me, Sam, Jas, Eliz, Seetal, Deepa, Ho Ying......we thought vj was the one and only school for us..but things didn't really turn out the way we wanted them to be. And we're not exactly anti-social lah..it's just the feeling of not being able to fit in. Does the problem lie with ourselves or what. But why only pl girls sia...others like tkgs and dunman high people are getting on well. But I bet Lindy loves it here at vj =) She's made many close friends, the people in her class are sociable and fun-loving. Saw it for myself just a couple of days ago.

My class is still very dead after a week. Just pray that my classmates can open up soon and 05S13 will be united one day.